- 13 June 2012 at 3:00 pm
13 June 2012 at 4:50 pm
Frida, I'm so glad you replied to this message... since I hadn't heard
from you in several days I was beginning to wonder if you thought I was
too forward in writing the message and what I had to say... now I know
it was OK... sometimes if I don't hear from you in a while I begin to
get insecure about where things are...
You don't know it but you are really the first person that I have ever talked to about these awakening experiences that actually understands them from a personal point of view... I like that I have someone like you to talk to... back in 1993 when my wife Pat, online friend Charlene and I starting going through these experiences together we didn't know what was happening (no damn guide book!!!)... we did have two online friends Jill and Jacque who were going through them too and were further ahead than we were... they also had a female friend Gerri who was also having these experiences and was also ahead of Pat, Charlene and me... Gerri and Jill were the two women that did some of the readings that I have referred to in my writings... it wasn't until I stumbled across Jelaila Starr and her website NibiruanCouncil and read the articles about awakening that I knew she knew what she was talking about... but I could never get her to actually talk about the experiences as she was very focused on getting people to do her workshops with emotional clearing experiences and buying her CDs and her articles and a couple of books... so you are actually the first person that I have ever been able to talk to that understands the experiences and can relate to what I say... I really like that a lot...
Now I'm going to tell you something else that I don't know how you are going to react to... you remember I mentioned the dream I had where I was seated at a table for two and I was told that the person who was going to be seated across the table from me wasn't there yet and I wasn't going to be allowed to know just yet who she was... well that was back in July 2010 (2010/07/05 Dream: Corporate Job (Wichita, NCR) and Chicago University): "Next I find myself with a group of people (presumably the same ones from the table event). We enter the large lobby of a building which I understand to be our new living quarters. As we walk in I am impressed with the nice living quarters that we will be staying in tho this is only the lobby area. We then are in an area which seems to be the seating for eating as there are tables about for small groups of people, at least I see a table or two where two people will be seated across from each other. There is a woman that seems to be the leader of the group and she asks us to check our paper for our room assignment. I search thru my pockets but can't seem to find the paper and wonder how come I can't locate it. The woman indicates never mind as she is pairing up the few people who can't find their paper and thus their room assignment numbers. I am directed to a table to my left where I will be seated and see an empty chair across the table. There is a woman who will be seated across from me but I'm not told who this is yet. The scene changes and I'm cleaning up the area around the tables with some kind of broom or rake. There is paper and trash on the floor which is in fact ground and dirt. There is snow mixed in with this trash as I rake and sweep to clear the area. The thought enters my mind that I am at "Chicago University" and that it is cold. And I wonder what in the world am I doing at this place. I awaken and the dream ends."... well now I'm pretty sure that woman that is going to be seated across the table from me is you... like I said I don't know how you are going to react to what I just said... but I suspect the timing is such now that you are the only candidate that fits the situation of that dream... and I think this is cool and feel that you will fit very nicely... I suspect that your role is to learn about all these experiences and my role is to help you to do that... at any rate time will tell... this is really neat... and cool... ...
If you aren't working for the summer how do you get any money to pay your bills... I know that Sweden is very much a socialist state which is WAY different from here where I live in the US... my youngest daughter graduated from college about 2009 (high school in 2005) and has a college loan debt of about $25,000+ which she and I are slowly paying off monthly... Elizabeth who is your age (25) works as a graphics designer at a company Brake Printing here in Columbia, Missouri... Elizabeth is also on FaceBook as https://www.facebook.com/elizabeth.bishop.965... Elizabeth isn't in my Friends list because "she doesn't want my crap on her FB page"... she doesn't quiet know what to think about all the things I talk about but that's OK as eventually she will come to understand it better I suspect... my wife Pat as a FaceBook page as https://www.facebook.com/pabishop... our oldest daughter Rebecca age 33 has a FaceBook page as https://www.facebook.com/rebecca.bishop.1612... Rebecca had a lot of health problems when she was little having to do with her lungs... as a result of all that she was in Special Education classes throughout grade school and high school... our son Tyra who is 26 years old isn't on FaceBook though he does have a very old account which he doesn't much claim... our online friend Charlene isn't in my friends list but she does have a FaceBook page (https://www.facebook.com/char.molnar) and lives in Michigan... I've been giving you all this information so that you will know me better and my background... which hopefully will help you to understand better all the stuff that I have written about the experiences... and hopefully I will earn your trust... I'm glad you are going to Friend me on FaceBook... I like that about you... it is suggestive that your have begun to build a trust in me and what I have said... cool...
I am very interested in where all this is going... by the way in the last few days my dreaming has been different... I'm not sure what is going on but it is more like I am being "trained" in some way... a few mornings ago I woke up from a dream where I seemed to be shown how to "wake up" if that makes any sense to you... and then this morning I had another dream like the one where I was helping the family of four... in this dream this morning I was in a small house with only a couple rooms and very sparse furnishings... and I was helping them to fix up their main room... I recall that I was working on a long board of some kind trying to do something with it because we were going to put it up on their wall... and while I was working on that task I lost track of time and twelve hours passed in the dream... the couple that lived there had left the place and been gone and were just returning when I suddenly noticed them coming back as I was so absorbed on what I was doing with this long board that I was attaching something too... the reply to your message is getting long enough and I have to go pee... so I'll end it here for now... I'll look for you friend request on FaceBook and say yes... talk to you later... by the way "I do hope you will be seated across the table from me!"... chuckle.. Bill
Frida, speaking of learning more about your past lives... the following
link might be of interest to you... I was working with Jeanne Christie
who remembered bits and pieces of a past life she lived as a 17 year old
girl in Ireland... Jeanne would tell me about some things she
remembered and I would try to research that information on the internet
then write it up to see how she reacted... and this would generate some
more memories... which I would then research and write up... this
iterated a few times with the following resulting:
I couldn't get you this message at the board! At least it didn't look like it worked.. So I'm posting it here [Facebook] in the mean time.
It really helps to have the support online when dealing with these experiences. Like minded people are hard to come by. In which way are you different from Pat and Charlene?
About your dream, I guess only time will tell! One thing that makes me think you might be right, is the fact that you have helped me a lot in interpreting my dreams. And I think that is something that is really important, it can be a great tool to figuring things out.
I haven't had a similar dream to yours. I have had a few dreams that suggest that I will meet a woman who will be of some sort of help though. But this is only the beginning in many ways. I know I have a long way to go.
I have money saved, so I'm in no trouble this summer. And I'm not even paying rent nor do I have any great expenses.
It's really interesting getting to know people online. You could say it has some cosmic meaning and that we are coming together.
I have every intention to continue on this path. But you know I don't feels so well, and it might have to do with all these changes. So if I don't answer you right away I hope you understand why. And I also think I should mention that I'm not going to talk about these things on Facebook, just in case that would cause a problem with me finding a job as a psychologist some time in the future. (I'm not sure it would, but until I know)
Other than that, I'm excited to see if I will get a similar dream to yours and just learn more in general.
William (from Facebook) 16 June 2012:
the OmTalks board is working again now after not working for a couple of days...
having a support person or group is very useful and makes you feel better... keep that in mind in the future too...
my wife Pat and Charlene are very similar in how they are at least according to the reading:
"... Q: What are our jobs or duties on this journey?
A: Each of you has strengths. Pat and Charlene have strength in insight. They are developing their skills in channeling to the source of knowledge. Bill has strength in action; in thinking and speaking. You would do well to respect each other in their strengths and learn from them. They will be a great help to all of you. ..."
Pat and Charlene apparently have the ability to do channeling and that is where most (along with Jill and Gerri) of the in-depth past life information that I have written up has come from... Charlene had a stroke a few years ago and doesn't remember much of what happened... so she is pretty much out of the loop now... my wife Pat doesn't seem to remember too much of what happened back in 1993 when the three of us began having the awakening experiences... recently I have begun to prob her about the possibility of her doing some more of "channeling" and have asked her if she has gotten any information from her "guidance" lately... she said that she hasn't...
by the way there is a "story thread" that I want you to know about having to do with the "Girl with Black Eye" because it connects you and me together... I will tell you the information later and I suspect you will understand it... it has to do with an experience I had months ago with a neighbor woman I met out walking whose name is Catherine... at first I thought she was the "woman who was going to sit across the table from me" in the dream... it seemed to fit for a while but then I realized that although she was interested in the metaphysical information she was still being held back because she was constrained by a couple of issues that I knew were tests... I am hoping that maybe I can get you and my wife to start to talk... in that way maybe she will open up and begin to get information from her guidance and perhaps that will lead to her giving you more information about your past life experiences... I find it exciting that you say that you have been told a woman will help you... perhaps that woman is my wife Pat... time will tell... this is so neat...
I'm so glad you are continuing on this path as you said... btw I'll be careful what I say on Facebook...
William (from Facebook) 16 June 2012: you might want to look over 'Dream Characters Awakening' for background information...