After getting up about six o'clock and doing a few morning chores, I sat down in front of my computer and powered it up... for several days I have been thinking about starting my own online platform to record my writings where I am not shackled in any way... so I attempted to log-on to my existing YuKu.com account and quickly discovered that for some reason it wasn't allowing me to do this... this puzzled me at first so I went to the main YuKu.com webpage and began the process of creating my own account and community called The See Journey so that I might continue to record my ongoing journey, as I really liked how www.YuKu.com functions based on my experiences with having been a member of the OmTalks forum...

I did successfully create an account naming it 'The See Journey'... my first journal entry was information concerning the New Writing Platform, Large Restroom Mirror, Meeting The Man... after having completed this journal entry my mind began to explore a memory association that had occurred after I had powered up my computer and checked a few key websites that I visit daily... EarthFiles is one of those websites... my attention was immediately turned to the Small Dragonfly Drone Near Ft. Benning, Georgia? article by Linda Moulton Howe... I read the article and realized the association in my memory of the small paper origami dragonfly mentioned in my morning dream (New Writing Platform, Large Restroom Mirror, Meeting The Man)... I also remembered the movie Dragonfly (2002) which I really really liked and have seen several times on television... as I read Linda's article I was startled when I came across the mention of the number FIVE and the Greek connection as that also has significance for me personally:

Ref: 16 July 2011 Insights: The Father Knows Best, Eight Days A Week, Boom! Bombs Away! Return Of Atlantis

Ref: Small Dragonfly Drone Near Ft. Benning, Georgia?


I also have a Zeus connection (15 July 2011: Insights: Entering Father Gods' Belly, Confusion Sets In And Lightening Crashes, But There Are Rules Of Engagement) with the article's mention of "Ted Conners" and his "1962 book that was confiscated by Homeland Security and the National Security Agency on December 22, 2010, under the Patriot Act in the interest of national security. "...

Another curious synchronicity as of lately is that I am noticing "hidden associations" of connections in television movies that I have been watching... this phenomenon has been ongoing for several months now... a recent example of such a "hidden associations" occurred when I was watching Covert Affairs the other night with Piper Perabo who plays Annie Walker... the particular episode was Season 2, Episode 10, World Leader Pretend (Episode Synopsis: Annie has an opportunity to run point on a mission to help a Chinese scientist defect to the United States, but the complicated extraction could affect her relationship with Danielle.)... wherein I could swear I could sense and understand various hidden associations in my mind especially the cloak and dagger aspects of it... in fact I kept telling my wife who also watched that episode with me about the different points I was seeing and the double (hidden) meaning they had... I enjoyed that episode very much...

Last night before dark I took Sammy to the doggy park on north Garth Street... he loves to go there because the area with the pond is fenced and he can run free without his leash and romp and play with the other dogs... so I let him off his leash and walked back to the south side of the pond and sat down on the middle bench by the trees...

There was a young woman already sitting there who had a large chocolate lab dog named Miley frolicking around... we struck up a conversation while our dogs played and wandered around the fenced park... her name was Lindsay and it turned out that she was a graduate of Hickman High School here in Columbia, Missouri, having graduated the year following my daughter's (Elizabeth) May 2005 graduation... as we continued to converse I began to notice several things that were familiar about her which seemed strangely odd and peculiar in that we seemed to have hidden connections... she was one year younger than my 24 year old Elizabeth... I told her Elizabeth's name and Lindsay said her name sounded familiar to her... Lindsay works in social services for a place in Jefferson City only a block away from the Capital building there yet she lives here in Columbia, Missouri, commuting every day to Jeff City for work... she was raised here in Columbia and has always been a city girl though her dad does own a farm nearby where he raises animals... the more I talked to Lindsay the more she seemed to weave a spell over me... especially because I have heard her voice before and know her by her tone and inflections and sounds in her words as she says them... and she looked a little familiar as well but I could not place her... I know that I have heard her voice before because as she was talking to me her voice was like a magic spell to my ears and I felt very close to her... like we knew each other and we were very comfortable together as we sat there together on the park bench talking...

While this magical spell was talking its hold over me, Miley and Sammy were playing with the other dogs and roaming around the area having fun so I soon forgot to notice them as I was so engrossed in the magic of Lindsay... until I heard a woman speaking... this woman was talking to me "Do you have the brown Basset Hound?"... realizing she was speaking to me and now focused toward her I said "Yes!"... she said "Well, he just escaped and ran out through the gate!"... I jumped up and said "Crap!" as I took off for the fence gate which I could now see was still open... as I approached the gate the woman there said the dog escaped when a man opened the gate and let his dog out and the Basset took off zipping through and running up to the parking lot... I ran up to the parking lot where a man was with his dog... he said "I'm so sorry but your dog just slipped out the gate when I wasn't looking!"... I asked him where my dog had gone and he pointed off to the northeast past the water fountain and said that the dog took off running up that way... I hurried up there and onto the sidewalk by Garth street but couldn't see Sammy noticing there were many ways Sammy could have gone... I walked across Garth street thinking it likely Sammy might have done that and gone over by the wooded area there... I saw a path into the wooded area and walked a little way along it... by that time I realized that it was nearly impossible to find Sammy... but that since he had a collar with his name and my wife's cellphone number on it... that the only way to find Sammy was likely to be if someone sees Sammy and stops him and checks his collar then calls my wife's cellphone number... at this point I was somewhat out of breath so using my cellphone I called my wife and told her what had happened... and that it looked to me as if the only way were were going to find Sammy was if someone discovered him and called her cellphone number... needless to say my wife was not a happy camper hearing this bit of news... she asked me if I was going to drive around and look along Garth street and I said yes as soon as I got back to the car parked in the Bear Creek Trail parking lot... when I got back to the car I drove it onto Garth street and headed north where a short ways is a round-about circle drive intersection... I drove partly around the circle and turned to the west onto a residential street... as I had begun turning I had noticed a car stopped on the north side of the street with a person squatting in front of the car and what looked like dog legs by him... sure enough I pulled into a driveway in front of the car which had a woman looking out the driver's window and man squatting in front of the car holding Sammy... as I had passed by them to park in the driveway I said "Thank goodness!"... turns out they had been driving along the street and noticed this dog walking along by itself... so they stopped and checked him and noticed the collar with the name tag and phone number... they call the phone number and talked to my wife... she told them her husband was out looking for the dog... they then noticed a car pull onto the street from the turning circle and asked her what color car was he driving to which she replied "Purple"!... and they saw my purple car and knew I had found them... I thank them and brought Sammy on home... Sammy's foster mom, our daughter Rebecca, was waiting outside of the front steps for us... she got Sammy and took him inside... a little later my wife told me that earlier when she had told Rebecca that her dog had gotten loose and run off... that Rebecca had raised her shoulders and clinched her fists and brought her fists down hard to her side saying with considerable conviction "That dog is MY responsibility! If I get my hands on dad first I'm gonna kill him!"... at which point I laughed and felt relief telling my wife "Now I know what's going on! This incident was not an accident! It is all about an emotional relief for Rebecca!"... for which my wife understood what I meant when I said that...

The Meaning of it All: it's about the use of templates [Ref: 2011/08/01 Healing Templates: What Are They, How Are They Used, Show Me The Way]... it's about the emotional cleansing of the soul's accumulation of emotional baggage built up over the course of this and many past life journeys... a getting rid of the buried emotional wounds created, buried and carried along through the time the soul in its many incarnations has lived and died on its path to enlightenment, self-knowledge and self-realization... the time has now arrived to purge this detritus from your back [i.e. fixing and correcting thereof] and to come out from under that heavy burden which has been carried by you for so very long...



Rebecca's "back adjustment" was the purpose of the "Sammy Escapes" incidence and it was orchestrated and well executed by the players involved... Bravo and Well Done fellow Souls, I salute you all!... So be it... Namaste

The "Sammy Escapes" incident immediately reminded of a nighttime reverie which I had not so long ago [Ref: 2010/10/08 Reverie: Porch Visitors, Back Adjustment, Clarification]:

"... Shortly I found my awareness immersed inside a reverie. I was sitting outside in a chair or table working on something in front of me with my hands. I looked up from what I was doing and looked off into the distance. It was light enough for me to see but it seemed to be foggy off in the distance.It felt like I was sitting near a sandy beach as I looked off in the distance into the foggy view. It felt like there could be a large wave of water come from out there. But there were no ocean waves and I heard no sound of waves only the feeling that a large wave of water could come from out there toward me. I looked down again at what I was working on, then back up to the distant foggy view. Again I got the feeling that a large wave could come rolling in from out there but there was no water that I could see or waves that I could hear.

Next I found myself in a house that had the feel of our old 1950s farm house. Whatever I had been previously working on with my hands was now with me in the house. I remember taking this "pet" project and it walked or went in front of me and I was showing it to someone. I remember that I was trying to get it to do something with them. I then noticed that I had moved to the downstairs living room, stairway and bedroom area on the south side of the house. While standing in the downstairs bedroom I heard voices outside the house. The voices were fairly loud and talking. I wondered who that was so I went into the living room to peek out the window through the curtain. I couldn't see very well so I went to the front door in the stairway and opened it. I stepped out on the front porch and was startled to see several people and some furniture all on the porch. It was dark outside but I could see fine on the porch. There was a man in front of me and slightly to my left. There was a person over to my left and two children in front of me to the right and to the left. I think there may have been another person to my right. They all stopped talking when I stepped out on the porch. I was startled seeing the people and the furniture on the porch. I got the impression that they were moving in and I wondered why. A young boy of about eight years came forward to me and I put my hands around him looking down at him. I asked "Who are these children?" and the man said "They are yours!". Then I noticed that the man across from me changed his form several times. The last thing that I noticed about him was that there was an image in the corner of the ceiling where a base relief of a face was protruding. Then my attention was completely drawn to the person to my left. I was sitting at a table and there was a woman sitting immediately to my left. I didn't know who she was but she was facing the table and not looking at me. She wore something but her right arm and shoulder and neck and back were bare. I was sitting right against her. She didn't seem to be very responsive in that she wouldn't turn to look at me but just mostly sat there. My attention was fully focused on her now. I put my right hand out onto her bare right shoulder and rubbed my fingers over her pinkish skin. I was so surprised and overwhelmed with the feel of the reality from touching her skin that I said "You are real, aren't you!". I then put my right hand fingers under her fingers where both of her hands were positioned lightly on her lap. I was trying to get her to move her fingers and hold my fingers or hand but she only slightly moved her fingers. She seemed to be very cool about being friendly to me and I wondered why?

Suddenly I felt fingers working behind my body along the center of my back in the spinal area. I could feel the individual fingers doing something as they moved up and down the spinal area for eight or ten inches and it felt very very real. I twisted my upper body around to my right about halfway to try to see what was happening to me. As I tried to turn around to see what was being done to my middle back area I nearly shouted "What are you doing to me?". As I said this I also began to realize that this woman that I had been focused on to my left was in fact a decoy to get my attention away so that whoever was working on my middle back with their fingers could sneak up and do this before I realized what was happening to me. I realized that she was effectively being used as a diversion and perhaps that explained her coolness and lack of being friendly to me. Whatever the fingers were doing to my back working up and down the spinal area for the eight or ten inches lasted only for a brief few seconds and it felt ultra, ultra real! It was not painful but it was most certainly uncomfortable as I could feel the varying pressure of the fingers pushing strongly into my spinal area as the individual fingers moved around. Suddenly the reverie ended and I was awake again. ..."

Dear Catherine,

My Inner Voice: Socrates heard only when he was about to make a mistake... Socrates' characterization of the phenomenon as "daemonic" suggests its origin is divine, mysterious, and independent of his own thoughts...

Catherine, I just now [a few seconds ago as I was finishing up with the "Introduction to the Bishops" journal entry] was given a "knowing", i.e. an understanding [apparently previously placed within me unawares to me] was activated within my mind... this "knowing" is an explanation of what is happening here with you, Pat and myself ... this will place your (and Pat's) mind at ease about me and my purpose or the role I am playing... please follow along carefully and you too will know and come to understand my role and your co-equal role as well... Bill

1) Ask Pat what I told her last night about the "subject" line of the email "Personal Ascending Experience - The Great Snow... December 2010" which I sent to you last night copying Pat as well... she will tell you the truth... that this is a truth - literally... I found this truth out via a "knowing" a couple of weeks ago... I was so stunned... as I was shown for a few seconds a dynamic visual sequence of the ascending scene in 'The Great Awakening,To the Angel Within - Act 3: The Messages Go Out, Scene 6: As The Snow Falls Softly' which was written/given to me in December 2010 by the assistance of an "Angel" of some kind but I don't know who and made to "know" that it was the literal truth... by "Angel" I mean effectively a being analogous to "Socrates' inner voice" which I too have heard all my life at odd times but never understanding what it all meant [because of "The Shield" placed around me all my life] until fairly recently [please explain to Pat what I am talking about here as I often tease her that she is like Jeff Dunham and his Peanuts when he passes his hand rapidly over the top of his head just above his hair exclaiming "Whee!" indicating that the meaning just went whizzing over Jeff Dunham's head]...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socrates

Perhaps the most interesting facet of this is Socrates' reliance on what the Greeks called his "daemonic sign", an averting (ἀποτρεπτικός apotreptikos) inner voice Socrates heard only when he was about to make a mistake. It was this sign that prevented Socrates from entering into politics. In the Phaedrus, we are told Socrates considered this to be a form of "divine madness", the sort of insanity that is a gift from the gods and gives us poetry, mysticism, love, and even philosophy itself. Alternately, the sign is often taken to be what we would call "intuition"; however, Socrates' characterization of the phenomenon as "daemonic" suggests its origin is divine, mysterious, and independent of his own thoughts

2) I'm pretty sure you are the woman of "There is a woman who will be seated across from me but I'm not told who this is yet."... and I have no doubt that you will understand all this... right now at this time I am the Bill doing as in "The scene changes and I'm cleaning up the area around the tables with some kind of broom or rake. There is paper and trash on the floor which is in fact ground and dirt. There is snow mixed in with this trash as I rake and sweep to clear the area. "... where we are all three going is somehow "The thought enters my mind that I am at "Chicago University" and that it is cold. And I wonder what in the world am I doing at this place."... the time frame for the remainder of this activity is "There is snow mixed in with this trash as I rake and sweep to clear the area."...


2010/07/05 Dream: Corporate Job (Wichita, NCR) and Chicago University

Startup of "After the Myst" intuitive/dream journal. The "Myst" period is circa August 1993 (Ref: In my humble experience, the sea journey...) thru to June 2010 (Ref: Most Amazing Dream).

Yesterday morning I had a dream sequence involving both a "corporate" theme and a "university" theme together which clearly is significant.

I recall initially a dream segment wherein there were some small animals almost like pets. I was watching them in a pen or play area and was interacting with them in some way, but don't remember any details except that there was more detail to this segment which I can't remember after I awoke.

Next I find myself being interviewed for a job but again don't remember any details. Apparently I was accepted because I then find myself sitting at a large rectangular table completely filled with people apparently employees also perhaps new. I am thinking that I am now working again for NCR Corporation back in Wichita, Kansas. The thought passes my mind I wonder how I am going to get my house sold back home and move the household goods and wife out to Wichita. I'm sitting toward the end of the table with a large woman immediately to my right, another person to her right at the end of the bench. There are a couple of people at the right end of the table then people seated along the bench on the opposite side from me. I look around the table and noticed that all the positions along the table are filled with people seated. To my far left I see a man who is standing in position getting into his seat. I recognize this man and think that I want to talk to him later if I get the chance. I turn my attention back to my end of the table. I suddenly realize that the focus of conversation at our end of the table is turned toward me. The people to my right, at the end and two people across on the opposite bench are looking toward me and talking to me. I turn to the woman sitting on my right side and say something to her then look at these other nearby members as I realize this. I hear someone tell me something like "You did some hybrid testing." I don't know who said this but in a few seconds someone again says aloud something like "You did some hybrid testing". I'm reminded of the previous dream segment about the small animals and know that I did something having to do with "hybrids' but can't remember what it was. I just can't remember.

Next I find myself with a group of people (presumably the same ones from the table event). We enter the large lobby of a building which I understand to be our new living quarters. As we walk in I am impressed with the nice living quarters that we will be staying in tho this is only the lobby area. We then are in an area which seems to be the seating for eating as there are tables about for small groups of people, at least I see a table or two where two people will be seated across from each other. There is a woman that seems to be the leader of the group and she asks us to check our paper for our room assignment. I search thru my pockets but can't seem to find the paper and wonder how come I can't locate it. The woman indicates never mind as she is pairing up the few people who can't find their paper and thus their room assignment numbers. I am directed to a table to my left where I will be seated and see an empty chair across the table. There is a woman who will be seated across from me but I'm not told who this is yet. The scene changes and I'm cleaning up the area around the tables with some kind of broom or rake. There is paper and trash on the floor which is in fact ground and dirt. There is snow mixed in with this trash as I rake and sweep to clear the area. The thought enters my mind that I am at "Chicago University" and that it is cold. And I wonder what in the world am I doing at this place. I awaken and the dream ends.

I suspect that one of the most significant aspects of the whole dream is the sentence "You did some hybrid testing." I'm thinking that this is the beginning of telling me who I am and what I have done in past lives. When I lived in Wichita, Kansas, from 1972 to September 1977 I worked for NCR Corporation. In the mid 1970s I attended a psychic development class at psychic Darhla McComb's (Ref: http://www.krwa.net/lifeline/archives/0107conference.html, http://www.partypop.com/Categories/Fortune_Tellers/Kansas.htm) home once a week for a number of months. I remember one summer weekend she took all us class members to stay overnight in Wells, Kansas, at a Spiritualist Camp. It was a very enjoyable trip including staying in the cabins overnight, quiet walks around the ground and lake, getting psychic readings, and attending a seance in the basement of the Spiritualist Church. At the seance we all sat in a very large circle in chairs and focused our attention on the medium conducting the seance. The lights were lowered and the process began. The medium went into trance and an Indian guide spoke thru her. Darhla had told us to focus to the side of the medium's body and look pass her. I was startled after a while when I noticed that inside the silhouette outline of her upper body there was a complete milky whiteness forming blocking out her image. I saw this milky white color and remember moving my eyes a little just to make sure it was not an optical allusion. What I saw was definitely real to me. Another time at Darhla's psychic class she had each of us students schedule a reading with her. At my reading I remember that she told me that I was going to be moving to another job and I would be making a lot more money. She told me that she saw men in white lab coats moving around. The fact is that I later left NCR and started a job in Melbourne, Florida, working for Harris Corporation where I remained for thirteen years and in deed I was paid much better money. But I was never around any men with "White lab coats". I wonder if Darhla was in fact seeing me working in a "white lab coat" environment in a past life?